I swear now I feel like a foster mother, this morning when I was trying to leave and decided not to bring bunny, he gave me this look and I was like, aw, J would not approve, so now he’s sitting right in my backpack. FML. It’s just a stuffed animal. I’m starting J’s only with me because of how cute this little bastard is.

Third night in a row having dreams of you. This kind of pattern is scary.

Sometimes I fall in love so quickly, and it’s scary.

Since I stopped wearing the ring, my finger has been feeling pretty naked lately, so sometimes I’d substitute with another ring….but they just don’t have the same heavy, sweaty feeling around my finger anymore. So today, I thought well why not, so I wore it.

It felt really good.

“Typically good-natured, upbeat and laid-back, ENTPs can be delightful people to be around. They get a lot of enjoyment and satisfaction from interacting with others, and especially enjoy discussing and debating theories and concepts which interest them. They may be prone to initiate arguments because they so enjoy the debate. They are generally fun-loving and gregarious, and can be quite charming. They have a problem with sometimes neglecting their close relationships when they become involved in the pursuit of a new idea or plan.”

Ah, shit.

http://www.personalitypage.com/ENTP_rel.html

I’ve realized how good it is to have this blog, it refrains me from writing on my other blog about such topics, because honestly, I hate writing about love.

I think at this point, I have come in terms with relationship failures, meaning I know some things I do that are crucial to failing are going to need a complete 180, or I can just failing. Such things such as uneasiness to believe in happy endings, and prone to calling them off while being too emotional of small flaws, and trying to ignore others’ hurt feelings.

Well, that is all for today kids. Later.

I had a weird dream last night, although I wouldn’t be surprised if it happened in real life.

I was in the car with J going to Wegmans, and halfway ‘til our destination, his friend S called and asked him to pick up him and some other friends. Then I insisted we go pick up groceries first and then pick the people up because they were out of the way, but J wouldn’t, so he ended up dropping me off on the side of the road and left to pick up his friends. I remember in the dream I was trying to run home, but it was too far away and I got lost, and then I woke up.

This is a bad sign, once I start having dreams about an ex…it’s a bad sign. Same thing happened to me when I broke up with my first boyfriend - I had the same dream about him every night for more than a year.